Rencently, I always feel a little tired.Every day there are so many cameral and physical tests to be done,including saturday.I have been busy writing test report.I have forgotten the feeling of painting with pencil.I miss you,I really really do.I often say to myself:What is the time in your country?What are you doing?Who will you meet?Do you also miss me?But do you know?If you know,what will you say to me?I know I should give up,let you pursue your dreams,not for you,but for myself.I have used to wait,I do not know what I am waiting for,Perherps a person who can instead of you.Some people told me:I am beautiful,I am  innocent.I do not understand how they would be so easy to say  love.Maybe they reallly like me,just like, not love,I believe.I have not learned English for a long time,even forgot how to write a daily in english,many errors?Maybe I will get up early to remember english words tomorrow,but perhaps I would not choose to go abroad,forever.I sincerely wish you can get happiness.